NEW POEMS
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New Poems by Rowen Brittany

Rowen is a remarkable poet from South Wales

She is one of six poets who featured in print for the first time in our 2022 anthology        Ecstasy & Grief a collection of work by 15 poets from the UK, USA and Canada

We first encountered Rowen at the Laugharne Weekend in 2021. The Laugharne Weekend is a three-day festival of literature, music and comedy in the Carmarthenshire town where Dylan Thomas is buried

 Ecstasy & Grief published by Away With Words Press 2022

We published her poetry a few months later and included her in our first publication an anthology 'Ecstasy & Grief'

Rowen Brittany signing copies of Ecstasy & Grief 

 

The UK's best arts secret, The Laugharne Weekend takes place annually toward the end of March. Details on  Facebook  

Rowen opening for Brian Bilston, PortsFest 2023

We are delighted to publish some recent new work by this talented poet

POEMS

 

1

i think your breathings

got better in your sleep

since ive known you

 

maybe its skin to skin contact

like our membranes knew each other

before we did

and you aren’t gasping irregularly

like ghostly yearns

for something you haven’t had

and stayed in purgatory for


2

ten signs hes into you

nine ways to feel secure in your insecure man

eight ways to play hard to get

seven oral sex tips to suck his soul

six ways to dim your shine

five songs to forget about him

four ways to stop limerence

three spells to cast, period blood spaghetti recipe
and rituals you've become delusional enough to do

two tarot readings you will ignore because its not in your favour

one day to remember the warning signs

that

if this was stable

you'd have zero searches desperately scouring
reddit

for a sorrowful situation similar

to your own


3   “home again home again”

the creak your right foot makes

on the fourth step from the top

of your childhood home

the cupboard that doesn’t close 

properly

your mam staying off work when you
was ill to watch jerry springer

and skips
and spaghetti hoops
and capsol, Lucozade cold flannels
duvets on sofas and

then

all of a sudden
you’re 30 years old and
you avoid the creak on the fourth 
step from the top

(even tho you aren’t sneaking in
anymore)

and you sit in countryside silence
surrounded by

the four walls of your childhood
room

and its nice forra bit

til you remember

they remember 

what you tried to forget

 

4

all the schoolboys with backpacks running                                       home for 8pm                                                                                                 tea time see                                                                                                     growing heights                                                                                             growing fears of the discourse around                                                 them and their peers                                                                                   too young for the context                                                                           but already too stoic to stop                                                                     and listen to nuance                                                                                     just instagramming nike show boxes                                                   and who wants to snapchat and back talk n                                     share idols in cell blocks and crypto stocks                                       and the manisphere got em ere                                                             its shame they'll go listen to mammy                                                   to be home for tea                                                                                         but'll still listen to tate                                                                                 and agree

 

5

ive always thought about what the last few                                 seconds would bring, as me and all your                                         grandchildren take turns sitting beside your                                 bed                                                                                                                   in your room,                                                                                               with gold mining ornaments, whiskey glasses                               and that hospital smell.                                                                             i put my head on your chest an could feel that                               thin membrane, i sipped your liquid oramorph                           to selfishly ease my pain.                                                                       between frail heartbeats and whispy rough                                   breaths,                                                                                                            i put my hand through your hair, still so soft like                         snow with your contrasting olive skin.                                                 i remember foot rubs and sitting between your                             knees, face boiling from the fireplace not                                       wanting to leave.                                                                                       but now its time.                                                                                           i life my head from your chest and regretfully                             go.                                                                                                                     knowing the next time i open that door                                 

you'll be gone. 

“Rowen Brittany doesn’t pull many punches – offering up a modern, candid take on everything from society and abuse to the arts and gentrification…some fresh perspective from this up-and-coming Welsh poet.”

Kate Alsbury
June 2024
Review of Ecstasy & Grief
Jalmurra USA

https://jalmurra.wordpress.com

 

"Rowen's a terrific poet... there's so much life and energy to her poetry"

Brian Bilston
[The poet laureate of social media]
www.brianbilston.com
 

REVIEW

I have selected 8 recent poems which evidence Rowen's talent, the unique identity of her work, and the breadth of topics it commands - from love and its insecurities, misogyny, to family and loss. [There is much more - check out her Intagram posts at wedi_blin0] Portsmouth Poetry is not a literary magazine. I don’t feel I have to publish stuff and that gives me the freedom to only publish poems or review the work of people I really rate and admire. And I'm not alone - Rowen's admirers include Luke Wright, Brian Bilston, Oliver James Lomax and Carys Eleri. It’s an incredible position to be in because we only post work we think is on the ‘fucking brilliant’ end of the spectrum! So, bear that in mind.

Rowen's poetry is concise and stripped back, there's nothing superfluous or not relevant to the subject of the poem. She structures her poems in a way that can leave the reader reeling from the impact and power of what she has to say and meaningful and valuable, never too introspective and self-absorbed. She is truly a spirited talent in an over-subscribed universe!

Josh Brown 
Portsmouth Poetry

 

 

6 Llangennech

breath out of the mouths of babies                                                 and spilled on the side of the main road                                         we'd been hidden by the bridge                                                         under                                                                                                               dog walkers noses                                                                                   sometimes theyre right                                                                          to go outside breath in the pollen and pollution                           and run your fingers through blades of grass                                 and see the leaves shake in the wind and watch the                 water glitter.                                                                                               sometimes theyre right its good to remember                             that there is life all around                                                                   despite all the death                                                                               and lobes develop and people change                                           sometimes for the better.                                                                     sometimes for worse.                                                                             and to accept distance comes with age is hard                            to know theres more to life than staring at unopened                  texts from a friendship you struggled to maintain                      so you incinerate the nostalgia you crave                                   cos                                                                                                                 theres guilt in living                                                                                 and shame in carrying on                                                                   and every step casts a shadow of someone you                         once were                                                                                                         stagnant stationary or not                                                                 evergreen  everflowing or not                                                               you're the lucky ones                                                                             even if you're not

 

 7

im sorry i tried and                                                                                       im sorry, i tried                                                                                             my heart could never be yours                                                               cos i got too good at                                                                                   hiding                                                                                                               all those tell tale sgns.

i lay silent in your bed when you'd stir                                               and worry cos my thoughts raced so loud                                        i swore you could hear them revving in your                                 sleep                                                                                                                 and be able to understand them before me

i picked at my lungs, got splinters from the                                     bones and stuffed my soul inside                                                        it wasn't predetermined                                                                           each movement - a surprise                                                                     to both our detriments to both our prides

i didn't lie for fun nor did i accept it as                                                 untruth                                                                                                             a brand new day would come soaked in a                                       big brown bottle of booze                                                                       but the sound of your soul was                                                             tap tap tapping all over my mind                                                         haunting me and quite rightly so                                                         revealing my disguise.

im sorry i tried                                                                                             im sorry, i tried.

 

8

im tryna let my guard down to feel free and light and let my wings steer me to the stars. but i am so heavy and so exhausted and my bones are old and weighed and they drag my chin down, they pull the corners of my smile and tug on my arms.

the little girl in me peers out now and again, she's silly and confident and full of wonder, i snatch her away after a moment, cos her skins thin and she expects to be critiqued, so with a rude comment or silent treatment i avoid her needs so she can't be hurt, i don't wanna ruin it for her again. stuck between being polite and being a nuisance. between fondly thinking of first puppy love i skipped out on and regretting my missed chances.

im so sorry little one, i fawned for intensity when you needed surface level and in that slight blame im reminded of the shame thwarted on me. im sorry but im not, cos i was you and i have felt everything you have and then some.

Koke

First Days 


She’s not quite ready to let go.
She holds on tighter, squeezes.
And now she’s here– And now she’s there;
Caught between the present and the next.
The others play their little games,
They speak of someone named Simon,
And speak of all he has to say.
She raises her head– looks up into familiar eyes.
‘Go on,’ her mother smiles,
‘I’ll see you later.’


She’s not quite ready to let go.
She holds on tighter, squeezes.
And now she’s there– And now she’s here;
Caught between the present and the next.
Things are different this time.
Simon’s gone, and no one’s playing.
They stand in groups, apart from her.
She turns her head– meets familiar eyes.
‘Go on now,’ her mother says,
‘Wouldn’t want to be late.’


She’s not quite ready to let go.
But she’s lived this day before.
Though, instead of kindergarten games
Or high school cliques,
She’s met with something greater.
Some hands her a flyer:
‘Vote Simon for President of the SU’.
She turns her head– looks down into familiar eyes.
‘Go on,’ her mother urges,
‘It’s only kindergarten.’

University of Portsmouth

PRIZE FOR LITERATURE 2025

 

Portsmouth Poetry was honoured to announce the winners of the University of Portsmouth Prize for Literature 2025 this year given to a poem. 

 

The entries were judged by local poet Tessa Foley and the winner. runner up and two commended entries were given copies of Tessa's poetry and our anthology 'Ecstasy & Grief'

 

Writing as Koke, the winning poem charmingly recalls the aprehension of a new start in life combining the first day at university with the memory of her first day at nursery school. It is a sensitive and tender poem about life, new starts and love.

Oliver James Lomax

Oliver is a brilliant Manchester-based poet we have been delighted to publish in the past and one of the 15 poets in our debut publication 'Ecstasy & Grief'

The Fox At Cwmdonkin Drive 

for Jeff Towns

To think he was Hughes’s Fox would be to confuse                                                                                                 this eczema as stigmata. God knows                                                                                                                           how a stone holds nothing of us                                                                                                                                             in its interior, but some days I need a belief                                                                                                         beyond belief, and there you came                                                                                                                                 like fleeting rain, all rust and blood through                                                                                                                   the rhetoric dawn, not a burning as such                                                                                                                     but a Rothko blurdom in the low                                                                                                                         ambered mist, vibrating, ciphered fear,                                                                                                                     with that pure sacred stare of Gordie Lachance’s Deer.                                                                                           And I recognised that fear, I mean                                                                                                                               when you are walking around but                                                                                                                                   aren’t really here, and you taught me how                                                                                                                    to disappear, as your edges became m y edges                                                                                                          in the still dark of the morning, lonely                                                                                                                           as a payphone and carrying this grief                                                                                                                           like quicksilver, we cocked one eye towards                                                                                                       eternity and saw the constellations as an armada                                                                                                     of travelling poems, but nothing happened,                                                                                                                 there was nothing going, as you slowly distilled                                                                                                         to this golden inch of the last drink                                                                                                                                   in a blue-collar tavern in Lower Manhattan                                                                                                                   where we might have toasted all the poets                                                                                                                     we never even knew existed.                                                                                                                                                 My fox will bring his hunger back                                                                                                                                       to Dylan’s garden tomorrow                                                                                                                                                     for no witness.
 

Notes-5 Cwmdonkin Drive is the house in Swansea where Dylan Thomas was born and wrote many of his early poems. It is now restored to its orginal state as it would have been when Thomas lived there and is open to the public [www.dylanthomasbirthplace.com]. Jeff Towns (aka 'the Dylan Thomas guy') is an antiquarian bookseller and expert on the poet and a mentor to the early career of Oliver James Lomax

5 New poems by
Tom Pennacchini

Tom is an actor and self-professed flaneur poet from New York City

 

Tom is one of the 15 poets in our debut publication 'Ecstasy & Grief' available from                                     Away With Words Press £9.50 +pp

World Traveller 

   Sitting by the window (they need washing but what the hell) in my room                                                 I am armed proper on the peripheral                                                                                                                        my books radio headset (tune the music in the people out)                                                                            the sky on the gaze out                                                                                                                                                      my thoughts accompanied by the aforementioned lavishments digging on the deep dug in            with a breath                                                                                                                                                                          and a sigh                                                                                                                                                                                I am ready to go man go
 

us patterns

   starting relative pure bread                                                                                                                                                              then becoming honed to it (thanks fam/school/friends!..                                                                                                    a lip smacking steady progression of ruination)

   they oft define and at times dissipate disquiet mold shape and perform/play/us 

   are we our own or our relegated patterns  

   becoming us and us them                                                                                                                                                                  patterned upon our patterns                                                                                                                                                            floundering from the raw plug-in to an idiot disjoint                                                                                                              there’s no zig nor zag just plod-pattern habituating along-clomp-klump-thunk-thunk                                       we cannot truly self reflect our media’s too                                                                                                                                saturated by socialization 

   may we aspire to divine ability                                                                                                                                                        renewing the source from inside 

   why the must to rely on the screened stoned hypnotic and not just our own very own accordance                duly fleshed

   for now a cheeseburger with green soup feels right 

   patterns                                                                                                                                                                                                      destabilized                                                                                                                                                                                              debilitized by                                                                                                                                                                                            patterns 

   the golden retriever’s patterns beautify                                                                                                                                      our own lacking, lack diminished  on lack                                                                                                                                  mandatory fright in perpetual demand 

   finally hello                                                                                                                                                                                                welcome to our nightmare                                                                                                                                                                moving with the motion in flow or detained in sickness                                                                                                      live free, breathe or                                                                                                                                                                                gaggle and                                                                                                                                                                                                gurgle on the stranglehold                                                                                                                                                    professor braid dangles one out there to wit:                                                                                                                            cease procreation                                                                                                                                                                                  until workable and an acceptance of joyous due diligence  

   the noticer’s have it                                                                                                                                                                              filling time drains and swallows  

   Fone head hast thou any thoughts on treetops (boy prof braid sure likes to talk)                                                    ahhh leave me swigging twilight                                                                                                                                                    fresh flee you’re political inducing wince 

   shifting light, day’s descension                                                                                                                                                        acquisition's acquired consumed and discarded 

   passed past and over                                                                                                                                                                            to                                                                                                                                                                                                                  beginning at begun 


Punch-Out the Air

   I read some stuff in a book featuring working class themes                                                                                                scribbled by working class folks (how many of them go on to be profs is always bewildering)                          the tome                                                                                                                                                                                                    has got songs poems and short fiction and I like it and find it a                                                                                        refreshing changeup from all the                                                                                                                                                    academic type scrawling that’s out there (you galoots know who you are)  some of the pomes are real      direct and vivid and they describe the scribes sooty hometowns and grittified families. 

   It occurs to me that they are asserting a pride here.                                                                                                           A pride of place and people and it                                                                                                                                                  occurs to me                                                                                                                                                                                            I never had it                                                                                                                                                                                            any                                                                                                                                                                                                                of                                                                                                                                                                                                                    that. 

   Here in the twenty first the word and the we go it alone, your navel your own for wallowing - no                    subscription necessary and who the fuck needs that kind of friend.                                                                              But hell                                                                                                                                                                                                        here                                                                                                                                                                                                              it                                                                                                                                                                                                                    is.  

   Beware the time clock.  It hits back and remains undefeated.

 

 

Prognosis of a Clown


   My eyes are
   Dimming
   My days are dimming
   My I is dimming

   What is the point in fret?
   So much fear in life and so little
   life in life
   Why all this
   shudder and drang?

   Hell who are we
   (we are hell)

   Suckle the factual

   We must all
   Like the summer

   End

 

 

A Radiant Interlude

   His appearance would in former times have been described as dandy                                                                        vested with a finely clothed tweed cap despite                                                                                                                        the heated day and I was struck by the light that emanated from him as                                                                    he slowly moseyed along clearly wanting to engage and wishing one and all                                                            to have a "beautiful day"                                                                                                                                                                    I decided to make today one of good worth and so                                                                                                                I stopped and bade him likewise

   he was clearly pleased (I could tell by the beam beaming off him) and                                                                        he repeated it back to me and I did and he did - it went back and forth

   Our parting was a reluctant one but leaving I felt a sincere appreciation for the way of his way                        and proceeded to step lightly thusly - while being aware and mindful of my breathing -                                      feeling likewise for some of the remainder of the days time and wondering why we                                              all don't aspire to take the time to realize the simple sentiment this evolved soul embodied

   In tribute to the gent and before the inevitable dispersal of the vibe I decided that tonight                                I would light a candle, seize the flicker - let it shine, feel good for the duration and take him up                      on his tender exhortation 

   Yeah

                                                                       copyright Tom Pennacchini                                                                                                                                                                              [AWW/PP can seek permission from the author]

 

Peter Thabit Jones

Swansea based Peter Thabit Jones is an award winning poet, dramatist and writer-in-residence in Big Sur California. He is editor of the bi-annual Seventh Quarry Poetry magazine. In addition to many collections of poetry, he has written opera librettos and two plays based on the life and work of Dylan Thomas

           https://peterthabitjones.com

IVOR GURNEY IN BARNWOOD HOUSE ASYLUM, GLOUCESTER

 

Cruel madness fabricated                                                                                                                                           The puzzle of your days,                                                                                                                                               And strange voices climbed                                                                                                                                       The high walls of your nights.

The ghosts of your friends                                                                                                                                           Looked on in despair,                                                                                                                                                     As you stared through the prison                                                                                                                            Of your mind’s illusions.

Your brother betrayed you,                                                                                                                                         Left you in a place of broken                                                                                                                                       People. The screams from their souls                                                                                                                 Like an erratic melody.

Did the sky of your room                                                                                                                                             Hold thin clouds of memories                                                                                                                             Of walks through Gloucestershire,                                                                                                                 The woods and the hills far beyond?

Your past poetry and past music                                                                                                                       Could not appease the wounds                                                                                                                           Of your straying thoughts,                                                                                                                                 Heal your heart in the tangled hours.

A confused doppelganger                                                                                                                                       Had descended, and claimed                                                                                                                             The person who once was you.                                                                                                                       Fear and shame gripped the moments.

All seemed to autumn                                                                                                                                                In your head. Common sense                                                                                                                           Rusted in the rain of daytime                                                                                                                 Nightmares. Reality decayed

In the sentences you said,                                                                                                                                           In the letters you scribbled.                                                                                                                                 You longed for suicide,                                                                                                                                           Longed for a release

From the imagined them,                                                                                                                                           The invasion of those                                                                                                                                       Constantly insulting you,                                                                                                                                   Bullying the silences.

You had been in the trenches                                                                                                                               Of the First World War, a soldier                                                                                                                 Alongside your fellow comrades.                                                                                                                 Now in the confined torment

Of the bleak asylum,                                                                                                                                                       You faced the stark truth                                                                                                                                     Like a reflection in a mirror,                                                                                                                             That the enemy was now you,

That the terrible battle                                                                                                                                     Would be to salvage your life,                                                                                                                               To regain the leftovers                                                                                                                                               Of your retreating sanity.

Note: Ivor Gurney (1890-1937) was an English poet and composer, particularly of songs. He was born and raised in Gloucester. He suffered from manic depression through much of his life and spent his last 15 years in psychiatric hospitals

 

WRITTEN ON A VISIT TO TINTERN ABBEY                                                          (ON THE WELSH BANK OF THE RIVER WYE)

 

        I stand in these ancient ruins,

        As I recall reading your famed

        Poem when I was a young man,

        As the surrounding treed hills

        Smoke away leftovers of mist,

        As the River Wye moves slowly

        In the metre of its freedom

        And drizzling rain greys the drab

        August day. A poet, I wonder

        What you would think now

        Of the ongoing decline

        Of mankind’s spirituality, it’s need

        For materialism, crude and quick,

        For instant money, and our blatant

        Abuse of Mother Nature. I stroll

        Around the towering Abbey,

        A skeleton of devotion and worship,

        The retreat of monks in their servitude

        To their God. Other visitors talk

        In respectful whispers. I’m not

        Religious, but I could offer

        Up a prayer for my fellow humans

        That we learn, before it is too late,

        To embrace and to enjoy

        The sacred moments of life,

        The rich depths of silence,

        The lush of greenness soothing

        The eyes, the vast and beautiful

        Tapestry of creation, the free credit

        Of a stranger’s sudden smile: and

        To treasure and protect this world

        For the coming generations.

 

             Note: William Wordsworth wrote his famous poem Lines Written a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey, on Revisiting the Banks of the Wye                      during a Tour, July 13, 1798 whilst visiting the area.

 

         © 2024 Peter Thabit Jones
   

Phil Knight

Phil is a widely published poet from Neath Port Talbot  and leading member of                  

Neath Poetry and  Spoken Word 

Snow Haiku
        The falling snow shines
        Under the bright white streetlight
        And night becomes day.

        Snow carpets the road
        No grit, so now no traffic
        And silence can sing.

        You just add some snow
        And the world turns Christmas card,
        It's picture perfect.

        Ice cold winter day
        There's fresh paw prints in the snow.
        Cat seeks hot tin roof.


WORTHY AND UNWORTHY VICITIMS

"Rulers divide the world into worthy and unworthy victims, those we are allowed to pity, such as Ukrainians enduring the hell of modern warfare, and those whose suffering is minimized, dismissed, or ignored."
– Chris Hedges

        There are worthy victims, and then
        there are unworthy victims.
        In London, Coventry, blitzed and blackened skies,
        each bombed house a tragedy, each name, a lament.
        Each victim a cry for justice.
        Across the sea, in Dresden’s fire-lit nights,
        it was a price worth paying.
        The dead numbers in a ledger,
        unworthy of tears, anger or outrage.

        Ukrainians killed beneath missiles’ roar—
        their grief pierces, deserving of vigil and aid.
        Politicians queue to offer support,
        while arms dealers eye their chequebooks.
        Yet Palestinians, under different bombs,
        the very same righteous leaders
        tell us their suffering is somehow less.
        Their cries muted by politics,
        their pain is their own fault
        because they voted the wrong way.
        And even children must pay for the actions
        of their government.

        Is compassion so rare it must be rationed,
        like bread during famine? Should compassion
        be measured, weighed, and kept under lock and key?
        Until a committee of wise men decides who
        can be deemed fit to receive our tears.
        Yet, spilled blood knows no borders, no sides.
        Are we so brittle, our hearts so small,
       that empathy’s gift can be given to some,
       while for others, we turn away, and fall silent?

       There are no worthy, or unworthy victims.
       There are only lives lost, and broken.
      And the dead have no country but the grave.
 

WE ARE ELECTRIC



        We are all electric
        Plugged into the national grid.
        Connection is compulsory.
        It is forbidden to forbid

        separation from the whole
       of the network and its wires.
       Our wishes are not our own
       and we share collective desires

       to be more than the sum
       of our disparate parts,
       to share even the beating
       of our solitary hearts.

       Sometimes the current is
       direct and then it alternates
       any change in output
       is felt by all associates.

       For we are all electric
       linked by invisible threads
       and does not matter if
       it is real, or only in our heads.
 

WHERE IS  OUR OWAIN?

        Wales is a land where the legends grow,  
        Like the tale of Owain Glyn Dŵr, you know.  
        The hero who defied English might,  
        Who then vanished from history's sight.

        Some say Owain sleeps in a hidden cave,  
        Awaiting the hour when Wales he'll save.  
        But what if the truth's beyond our ken,  
        A story stranger than any known by men?

        Could aliens have abducted our prince?  
        Please don't shake your head or wince.  
        Little gray beings in a desperate plight  
        Could have beamed him up one cold night.

        To lead them in a rebellion in outer space  
        Against the Daleks, the foe of every race.  
        Brave Glyn Dŵr would have shattered their ranks,  
        Leading Vulcan warriors and robot tanks.

        The thought of Owain on a galactic mission  
        May sound to you pure science fiction.  
        It's unbelievable, you say, this wild scheme,  
        Yet history's full of many an unlikely dream.

        King Arthur invading Norway’s shore,  
        Or Welshmen as Israel's tribes of yore.  
        They even claim the Welsh set sail,  
        To discover America, in a recorded tale.
 
        In the land where dragons roam and bards sing,  
        The lines between truth, myths, and lies are thin.  
        So let us ponder, with our minds set free,  
        The wildest paths of possible history.

        Even now, Owain Glyn Dŵr, in realms unknown,  
        Perhaps still fights, but never alone.  
        And in the legends of Cymru's pride,  
        His spirit will always endure, far and wide.
 

Note: For those unacquainted with Welsh history, Owain Glyn Dwr was the C14th military commander who led a 15 year revolt against English rule in Cymry (Wales) and the last native-born Welshman to claim the title Prince of Wales, summon the first Welsh parliament, and build an independent Welsh church. Never captured or killed, he mysteriously disappeared in 1415. He features in Shakespeare's Henry VI

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